Friday, March 12, 2010

A Dream so Vague, A dream so very Meaningful

I was walking down the memory lane, thinking on what all phases of life I have been through, what all decisions I have taken and how good have I been in judging people. And then i realized life is not what i always thought it to be - a challenge, a battle, a quest. I realized its different, its more over a new opportunity, a new beginning every day, every minute, asking you to come up, bring your inside to the fore. And then i suddenly woke up from my dream !!!!


And when i woke up from my dream, I saw that I was in front of you and some of my good friends, actually all my best friends were sitting in front of me and every one was very happy, happy to see me woken up, from my sleep.
But i was confused, i was confused that why have they all come to my room? Why are they so happy just to see me woken up? Why in the earth these all suddenly came so far to Nagpur just to be with me when i wake up ?
And then suddenly i realized, I am covered in white drapes, and everyone else is in whites, as if mourning over a death. A shock wave hits me as I realize it has been me, who had died and now I am back, back to life....


I died... no way, I say to myself, what in world are you all talking about? Then slowly the truth starts sinking in as my smile disappears somewhere in midst of all the new revelation I am confronted with.


I say, I was just sleeping, how possibly could I have died in my sleep? How could I?
But everyone is so much startled and happy and exited to see me talking, feels like no one cares to listen to me, still they all are happy to see me speaking. Way too much happy, over the top it seems to me, Is it some new prank? I think of numerous possibilities in fraction of a second.
And meanwhile everyone else is celebrating :|
Then I finally give up to their say and believe. Then what was the dream I was hiving? Wasn't that a dream as i felt? Was it something else? Then i force myself to realize that the dream i had was a rendezvous with the one himself, a tete-a tete with the God...
THE GOD!!! Phew... What a thought.


"Pinch me!", i cry, one of my friend seriously does that. "Ouch!! What the hell..." i retaliate. I am alive, yes, I am. then what is this all about? Was the god was telling me not to bog down but to fight, not to surrender but to win? Was he was showing me the way to a new beginning?


Realizing all I face the new reality. Is this my new birth? Am i reborn? This very day, this very moment, I am born again, Is this my truth?
Reincarnated...as myself... cool stuff, fills me with thrill, a sudden chill also goes down my spine.


I wake up, all sweating, in the morning, when it's particularly cool and one is not expected to be sweating at the time. I look at the clock, its 5:23 AM, too early for a rise, I shook my head, may be in way to shrug off the dream I just had, and go to bed again. Visions are lost in some time but on waking up again, I still remember the dream. It was a different sort of experience today, very different. Totally and fully.

2 comments:

samiksha said...

Hey its really touching yrr..kya dream tha..

Piyush said...

Awesome.